December 23, 2013

Dream of a young horse learning a lesson, and I am learning with him, because I am there with him, inside his perspective, experiencing the myriad of feelings as they come through. He was running fearlessly, and slid down an icy mountain slope, and was just clinging to the edge of a cliff, with his front legs and hooves digging into the snowy ledge. He had to wrestle for a while before finally being able to hoist himself back up on the ledge… What was below? Maybe the fall wasn’t really the danger, but rather the fear of falling itself… Next dream: I am sitting on a riverside with a new mother, a very nature-hippy person in raggedy clothes. I ask? to hold the baby and she hands him over to me, and we just sit there chatting (can’t remember about what) for a long while. Eventually she takes him back. Next I am at a farmer’s market, and usually it’s pretty quiet, but I see tons of people coming in and setting up their booths. It’s gonna be a huge one! I’m super excited. I’m in a long canvas tent, open on the sides, and remember I have some jewelry in the car, and think, oh hey, I’ll go get it and set up my own booth! I make my way through to my truck, and some people are all ready to go, and are in front of their booths promoting their items. One guy has beautiful homemade cheeses, and I make a mental note to come back to him. I finally make it to my truck, and have to move it for reasons which don't make sense now. I do it, but then see I am wedged in behind another truck, a big red one. I figure it’ll be okay, and I can get out after they leave. I reach over for my bag of jewelry, and inside I just see a few pendants, and I say to myself that it’s not enough for a table…